Sunday, November 29, 2009

Now on to December

here are a few pics in case you missed it on FB or Twitpic.ENJOY!
C & K
Shaggylive
Marty Dread
Third World
The Wailers






Aloha

Sunday, October 25, 2009

the phone call



Getting a phone call from Robert (my son's dad) make me flare up with all kinds of mixed feelings. 1. i haven't talked to him since .......
2. he asks about Javan. Apparently the UFC fight yesterday was held in L A and they dedicated it to the marines and Robert thought Javan went to it. (they use to watch UFC all the time together when Javan was here) but i told him That Javan is in 29 palms which is a training place and that is where Javan is. he will be there til the 29th. than he will come home in Dec. See, Robert doesn't know any of this, he last spoke to Javan about a month ago.
My communication with Robert is very hard. There is so much that can be conversed about but he shuts me out completely. this is why when he call, it trips me out. I HAVE NO CONTACT NUMBER FOR HIM. IF I HAD TO ABSOLUTELY GO TO WHERE HE LIVES, I WOULD BE YELLED AT BY HIS OTHER HOUSEHOLD MEMBERS. but Robert would talk to me at another location. Robert will steer away from anything i would ask about how he is or what he is doing. last i know, he got laid off from wal mart this year.
I guess for me it is a lot to intake when i communicate with Robert. I have for given . and yes i am a person of compassion, but there was a time when i lived for was Robert, Javan, and me,
Now well as we are all adults, I do encourage Javan to keep communication with his dad. I cannot force it. and Javan can make up his own decisions about his own way of accepting his dad.
Robert is a compassionate person and for him to call me It must have been weird but it is always weird for me too.
Our son is what we have in common. And i never took Javan or made Javan or bad mouth to Javan about his dad. Javan is lucky he has two people that care for him that we will keep amicable for him. I believe that Robert will know me best til the day i die! even if i change or be with another , he will know me.
I also know that my son Javan knows me best! he knows all i do is for him. even as the new stage of him being a young adult, okay MAN, we are learning about each other. Deep down tho i am always the mom, which i have to still be, in a whole new way!
I LOVE YOU JAMIE
I LOVE YOU JAVAN

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Beach Maui Tweetup Picture


Aloha,here we are the the mauit tweetup last week.
@raatz @craigonmaui @grevels Lopaka, @mauihunter (kona) @jalove
we got to catch up with each other.
it was a nice time at the park.
i enjoyed eating the food.
This is about the normal size of a maui tweetup.
Hope the next one has a bigger turnout. Ideas:Moana Cafe, Paia
Joy's Cafe in Kihei Island surf building, pali Lookout for sunset
I have been enjoying seeing people IRL that i interact with online.
Mahalo

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

tweet up on maui this weekend

I am coordinating this event this weekend. come and enjoy!
Tweetup: Pot Luck at the Park on Oct 11, 2009 RSVP here: http://twtvite.com/h6vry8 #beachmauitweetup #twtvite FOR EVERYONE R.S.V.P. to this fun day at the beach with others who are online.Maui residents,visitors. Have you decided on a dish to bring? Are you using an original family recipe ,using one you find online like me. or just to busy to cook...

Friday, July 31, 2009

THIS ( AND THAT )






Aloha,
again on unemployment(at this rate i tease myself that i work for the state cause of all the things you have to do to maintain the UI requirements and still hard to find job,)
my son is still training( he went to this place called Bridgepor,CA. i hope to hear from him in the next week. we last spoke the first week of July. )
My son is 20!( I am in awe myself. it has been the 2nd birthday that i didn't celebrate with him. i have to let go as a mom to realize i have a young man now, he's 20, don't lay on the doting to hard anymore. i just want to give him a hug and say i love you to him in person. he is a very good kid from the start. i always get that told to me about him. i am a very proud mom. but 20!!! wow!!!!)
music is my sanity.(okay i went to the maui massive concert,KATCHAFIRE,OOKALH,ANUHEA, NATURAL VIBES,MAOLII, i had such a blast!many mahalos to Shaggy of Q103. man the guy hooked us up big time!! Although my GF Cindy got sick and didn't go, i was able to use the tickets for other friends. aND i meet some of my twitter friends IRL at the concert. Kamanu from Oahu, Fasha from kihei, But i had meet BK,bkgirlfriday, from oahu last year and she was there too! I gave here and Shaggy these little goodluck kittys. you know the japanese ones with the paw. i just was showing them my appreciation cause i do go to Shaggy's on line show and BK does do things to promote him. anyway, it was a wonderful time. OHHH at the end, there was Shaggy, hugging everyone!!! He gave me a kiss and hugg and i am in love with the dude!very respectable person! so i continue to listen to shaggylive and try to keep up with the guy , but hes a busy dude,,,all for the good reason,,too! Oh and at the concert, i meet Anuhea jenkins, anuheajams, she is a powerful women in her stage presence. shes awesome. and my friend lopaka bought me beer the whole night,. it was only coors light but it was fun do just be out having fun. i snuck in my shots of maui rum. so u see i love concerts.if you look back at my old posts, i have other concert memories.)
doing it cause i just felt like i had too(yes i did my standing on the highway with my donation sign again. many maui angels watch over me. at the end the 200.00 was put toward re registering my vehicle. boy was that a great help.)
IRL !(i have really going to these tweet ups!the people are very cordial! and just as excited to meet and know me. i am glad for my new friends that i meet on line at twitter and the andy bumatai show. Peter,his wife kathy, Craig, his wife Kim, Liza,cindy,. Cindy organized a tweet up and it was fun.pot luck style. so after that she said to me ,just try it, so now i did an online invite for a tweet up LOL< it is coming up. i hope the group expands.)
Today july 31 ( i have a friend birthday is today. i never knew anyone with that birthdate before. Happy Birthday Radical Randy! he has helped me in my trials and tribulation a few years back, he is a long time friend.He was in a n incident where he got shot in the elbow,and grazed at the inner thigh. man i was suppose to got to that BBQ that night it all happened a couple years ago. Randy has moved off of maui to texas since this happen and i haven't seen him. WOW ! he is in my thoughts today!)
yesterday( i went to flat rocks. it has been some time since i went there cause i thought the road was to rocky for my car. and it made it just fine. hiking down the 5 minute trail brought back MANY memories. lots of yellow ginger!!! the pond was fine and laying out in the sun was fine.i seen 6 people today. i was there for about 3 hrs.it was a very healing kind of feeling. i did bring home some ginger and ti leaves with me .
goodbye July!
ENJOY THE PHOTOS!

Sunday, June 28, 2009

jitters from the shake!

Tonight ,there was an earthquake here on maui. The day for me has been pretty good. I stayed home. I was planning to go to the Paia Bash but realize with only 8 bucks cash. and only 62 in the bank, i know i can't walk out my door for any leisure reason. I was kinda bummed cause i wanted to meet this girl from twitter who was gonna go too.(Fasha). Well, i made grilled chicken on my George Foreman grill that i got a garage sale a few weeks ago. I like that machine. I even did my zucchini on it too.very juicy. All i know is that i was sitting at my computer and i just felt this huge jolt. i knew right away it was an earthquake. it rattled a few seconds which felt like minutes. my house i call a cabin cause it has no drywall in it. i like my wood wall and wood floors. and only 700 sq ft. This may sound wild , but i am all natural and in my birthday outfit, and i was running around my house to put on some clothes cause i wanted to go outside. LOL, i put on a sarong.(usually i have one on, but tonite i didn't) I went out on my deck(with the sarong on) and just stared out into the sky. i was waiting for an aftershock. i stayed out there a few minutes, than i tweeted it on twitter. WOW. yay it is amazing that twitter!
MEMORY>>>>>>>>
back in the mid 80's (86/or 87) i was in Pasadena and was awaken by an earthquake. it was very strong. i was staying with high school friends who attended college. i was so jittery! but i learned to get in the doorway. I had to work that night(i worked in marina Del Ray) and people at work said they weren't phased by it, it happens a lot. Well i never experience a lot of them so i just didn't know how to react. luckily, i had my ticket to come home to maui. it was just a waiting game from then on. I was happy to be back home.<<<<<<WOW> i must say i felt jittery this time too. . on edge. uncertain. darn it is hard to have these feelings because i am usually so much in control of ME> but hey i can't control mother maui moving like she did. and i wonder why such activities. dormant for ages and now sudden movement. makes ya wonder.??
I know the Big island is alive and growing and the people there know they live on an island with an active volcano. Here on maui...makes ya wonder
AND, this week i lost everything on this computer.pictures,files, music, oh well. i am not that attached. but i will be more aware of what is coming on to it now!
so sorry no pic this time.
but if you can imagine...............
birds calling the sun out in the morning, sun shining, light winds blowing,air is fresh, flowers so fragrant, sunsets so lovely. hey maui no ka oi!
i love my beautiful self
i love my beautiful body
i love you
jamie

Sunday, June 14, 2009

quickies can be the best


!! I have a second job! It is a place called Spice and Rice. it is located in Haiku. I work on Tuesday and Friday nights.It is Indian and Burmese Authentic Cuisine . I haven't work night in many years let a lone being a server/waitress. i am really good at hostess . I have know this family for a very long time. It has been easy to know the people around me. and they know me too. i have always been a good employee. as i worked for the wife in her business called Rainbow Jo.
@@. I missed a call from my son today.!! it has been two weeks since we spoke.
##. my car is running ok.
$$ i am gonna try to keep up with this blog better.I like keeping busy IRL.
%% I am glad the nasty vog has blown away and the trade winds are back.weather is sweet here on Maui.

Monday, April 20, 2009

four twenty




Aloha, yesterday I went to Big Beach, Makena. I usually go 2nd entrance and than to the left.It is usually filled with skim boarders. OH man it was so nice out. Even through the vog. I swam about 3 times and the waves were so flat, which for Makena is nice cause you know how they can suck you in on those bigger shore breaks. Than I went to the shower on to the side of the Prince Hotel. It was just really nice for me to be there.
But get this as I am about to exit Wailea looking at all that new condos, I decide to go the THE SHOPS OF WAILEA It just called me. I only go to 3 stores there (well whalers general if I have to),the Enchantress, Fifi and Bootzie (same owners. remember then from Paia town for many years) and Blue Ginger. I rarely go to this mall.
It was a good day to be out and about.
mahalo enjoy the pictures.
jalove

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

wonder moments of the night


Aloha! i wonder sometimes........ i have had a headache at the end of work and i have been drinking water and even ate a hearty meal, took a hot/cold shower and just as i was ready to relax, my right side inside of my eyebrow just pounds. i try not to think of it. it its better and i am ready to rest my head. doing pressure point holding does help. i have very healing hands and it did do the trick. also i incorporated using a clear quartz crystal to add pressure to the spot. it did help. any thing to avoid asprin or advil i guess for this once. off to dreamland !
BTW this pic is from last year. i will add a new one next time

Monday, January 26, 2009

so today is very important

aloha, i finally put up my kinda year in review post of 2008. if you need to know more details jus let me know which part.
Today i have a lot of antisipation for my son to come home tomorrow. Yes he has been in and out of the US since july .and what a job he has. I am so proud of him being a US MARINE!(nearly 2yrs now)I have to remember that he is a grown person. In my mind i still have that thought of him being my little guy, and i feel like doteing over his every need. BUT I am the one who needs help. I still haven't got my car fixed,although this is payday week for me so i may jus do it.see how i always think i have to do it myself, but this time i will feel more inclined to ask my son for assistance. Praise to him cause he did help me with the cell phone. he he i am on HIS family plan.(my nextel account is in collections, in my mind on hold and away forever)Also i will have to ask him to help me get food. I know sounds wierd, but he is use to eating 3 meals a day. Don't get me wrong, i will cook for him, i jus need the ingredients to make stuff. I am sure he will want my chopped steak dinner or even my awesome scalloped potatoes. or homemade musubis nmade with tofu instead of spam. see i have always cooke for him. so we'll see. But believe me it won't hurt to go out and eat jus for the break of it or even jus for change. And here's another thing, do i tell him the whole "you are in my house so respect my rules" i think so. why should have that change. it jus seam for me to let go a few things are good but yet i wanna pull the strings. I can't help it i have always been the head of our household.And i have a very dominating mom way of being,. AHH must let go.I guess this is why my son is independent the way he is. I have always said to him "if it's not me that is getting things done than it is him, cause we are the only ones doing it for each other" yes this is the bond i have for my one and only son. i love him always!
so i put a rug down in his room, and i have a roll away bed and folding futon for choice of him to sleep. and he can jus enjoy being HOME! i don't have living room funiture so i will put up a little table with patio chairs around it to have that "let's eat together as a family "feeling. also no TV which will be very interesting. internet is the new age of things i guess(unless he helpsme pay my past due cable bill and get a re hook up)otherwise i am reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy excited for the new experience of my MAN coming home!
i will try to post ictures .
mahalo
www.facebook.com/jalove
www.myspace.com/jamielove07
www.twitter.com/jalove
oh and i do support www.shaggylive.com and i go to his internet show as much as i can. go 2 okay.
www.twittermoms.com/jalove
www/stickam.com/jaloveand i do wanna say
www.thr4uproductions.com RON EE my talk hard ativist! he will keep you jet black!
so leave a comment and let me know if i can answer any of your questions.thanks for letting me express!

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Hau'oli Makahiki Hou

Aloha,WOW What a year that 08 was!. Well if i can only list it than here goes:
!. Javan decides to come home only for 3 night in Feb,because his friends dad passes away! It was a very fast trip but my son was very determined to come and pay his respect to papa Mc Gregor. I was really excited although when he left,I was so unhappy. I was just getting used to having his energy around me. And than he was gone!. But he has a job to do and I was even lucky to see him. I am so sorry to James who lost his dad! James is Javan's cowboy/classmate buddie!
@.Im march I went to Shaggy's birthday party . Me and Kathy ventured out to Lahaina to Hrd Rock Cafe. When I seen Him,he was with Maui Mulisha(Jon). And they were both very cordial to us. I admit i have a crush on Shaggy and I think he kinda know it. The night was super fun,it was like the 3rd time i meet him besides seeing his internet show'shaggylive'. Very different in a bar scene! This also when i got laid off from a part time job.(maui mountain cruisers) it lasted a month.
#. April, I went to The Hana Taro Festival! It has been so , long since I even went to Hana. I had a blast! I went with Penny and her son Skyler! Hana is jus really kick back style. All I did was enjoy good music(I remember the band Ai Pohaku from Big Island) and I ate taro mochi! yummy! The Hawaiian entertainment was jus awesome. We didn't stay and we drove back right after sunset.Oh yeah, as we cruised by Hana Bay berfore we came back, this guy goes Jamie, and I think to myself ,who knows ME in Hana? It turned out to be Joe T. And we knew each other in high school. small island moment.It was another good time on this beautiful island!
$. In the beginning of May , I went to a wedding on Molokai. I stayed 2 day and 3 nights. The wedding was Cindy and Shane! Cindy is a Molokai homegrown and the wedding was on the property where she grew up.,On'e Ali'i Fishponds. It is so beautiful there. I loved visiting Halawa Valley. Even if I got wheezzy coming back in the car , I didn't get sick but jus need ed out of a moving vehicle. i was glad to rest back at my room(at the Molokai Shores). I met some funny and interesting people.
% June Javan came home to visit. he is a JOY to have here. I was not working so lotsa time spent with each other. .Than the week before he leaves i get a job. Although that was very short lived(the job that is). I had to wait to file for UI benifits.
^ July My son turned 19 in Okinawa!
&. Aug still job searching and getting desperate.
* Sept.Well I was so desperate, this is what i did to humblize and redeam myself.>>TRU STORY
I woke up on the first monday of sept spring out of bed thinking to myself. Shoots if the vegerance can do it so can I. I got up and decided to make a cardboard sign that says DONATIONS WANTED FOR BILLS,GAS,FOOD. with a smiley face on it and i went to the intersection of Puunene and Daiery road(kitty corner to the kings catheral church. It was 8:20 am, and the sun was hot, and i just stood with my sign. it was very interesting. cause it is a busy intersection. And i just stand and watch the traffic and the road. Than the first car that stops, A MAUI ELECTRIC TRUCK with 2 workers in there. and they say"eh sistah you get the hardest job today" and they hand me some cash. wow! I tripped out cause i needed money so bad to pay for my electric!.Thana nother guy stops and walks up to me and gives me a hat. I am crying by this . I continue to stand till about1130am. than i go to make a payment on my electric. So i decide to stand in a spot in Spreklesville and it was not good. But by now it is like almost 4pm so i decide to go to kahukui. Right in front of the 24hr fitness on hana hwy. and i just stand. ONG the people just kept stopping. i had very many maui angels that day. wow I got home arounf 7pm and i made 220 dollars and i was so sunburn and dirty. i am so thankful for my house.
than on Thursday i try it again so i got to Alamaha Street near the minute stop, right under the shady trees. and i stood there. It was different but again i was blessed. that day was 80.00 and again i knew i could bay some bills and keep the phone on. After my 2 stints i did apporch Pastor dale from Pukalani Nazeren Church(that is where my son goes) and asked for donation. He was very kind and the church donated to me and i have gone to fellowship which i do like.Also he turned me on to the feed my sheep program. still no work though.
( Oct. was another struggle cause i had to wait til nov to be eleigable to apply for UI benifits .I went to the beach alot and was mindless on the internet. but i still kept my sanity.
)Nov. more of not to much of nothing except beaching it