so today is very important

aloha, i finally put up my kinda year in review post of 2008. if you need to know more details jus let me know which part.
Today i have a lot of antisipation for my son to come home tomorrow. Yes he has been in and out of the US since july .and what a job he has. I am so proud of him being a US MARINE!(nearly 2yrs now)I have to remember that he is a grown person. In my mind i still have that thought of him being my little guy, and i feel like doteing over his every need. BUT I am the one who needs help. I still haven't got my car fixed,although this is payday week for me so i may jus do it.see how i always think i have to do it myself, but this time i will feel more inclined to ask my son for assistance. Praise to him cause he did help me with the cell phone. he he i am on HIS family plan.(my nextel account is in collections, in my mind on hold and away forever)Also i will have to ask him to help me get food. I know sounds wierd, but he is use to eating 3 meals a day. Don't get me wrong, i will cook for him, i jus need the ingredients to make stuff. I am sure he will want my chopped steak dinner or even my awesome scalloped potatoes. or homemade musubis nmade with tofu instead of spam. see i have always cooke for him. so we'll see. But believe me it won't hurt to go out and eat jus for the break of it or even jus for change. And here's another thing, do i tell him the whole "you are in my house so respect my rules" i think so. why should have that change. it jus seam for me to let go a few things are good but yet i wanna pull the strings. I can't help it i have always been the head of our household.And i have a very dominating mom way of being,. AHH must let go.I guess this is why my son is independent the way he is. I have always said to him "if it's not me that is getting things done than it is him, cause we are the only ones doing it for each other" yes this is the bond i have for my one and only son. i love him always!
so i put a rug down in his room, and i have a roll away bed and folding futon for choice of him to sleep. and he can jus enjoy being HOME! i don't have living room funiture so i will put up a little table with patio chairs around it to have that "let's eat together as a family "feeling. also no TV which will be very interesting. internet is the new age of things i guess(unless he helpsme pay my past due cable bill and get a re hook up)otherwise i am reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy excited for the new experience of my MAN coming home!
i will try to post ictures .
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